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Ricky "The Dragon" Steamboat's Cup of Coffee in the Bigtime

by Musclevania

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This life is a catastrophe
My body, it is made of dough
My brain no longer capable
Those years that stood in front of me
[I'LL DROWN THEM]
Blasted them into my nose
I never really knew, I may not ever know
I never took a look
I never gave my love back to my family
I never wrote a book
I never took control

I never had a day that I could give to you and talk about it like something you couldn't do
What was that attitude?
What did it do for you?
How did it come from me?

I must have been asleep
I was a loving dude, became a modern man
Hefted my flesh around
I am a sorry sound
I had my time to build
I'm monetizing guilt
And now I am scared at night

I am incapable
I might not register
I'm on a tipping point
I drive a car to work, I fear the everyday
My skin is festering
If you remember me, and could recall my face then that's a little win
It was enough today, but that's a little bit less than a year ago

I kept it to myself, I crept into myself
I'm conquering my health
I'm burning bridges now
Guess I'll burn it down
I was supposed to be...
But I'm a beta male
Days weighing hard on me, my sleep discarded me
All of my privilege, it has been pissed away
Give me entire days and I'll do nothing new

I'm going through a phase
I am a lying fool
I'm wracked with atrophy
I am a lonely tool
I used to be so sharp
but thinking all that shit makes me untenable

I'm beating up myself

I'm fucking up your yard

I am the quitting part, so lacking fortitude


When I wake up today, I'll vomit Gatorade and I'll accept disgrace


I never had a day that I could give to you and talk about it like something you couldn't do
What was that attitude?
What did it do for you?
How did it come from me?

And I will create mistakes
And I will be losing face
I'll try to prove my place, I'll overcompensate
But I WILL move my fucking legs

I'm emptying my skull

credits


Evan- Lyrics, drums
Tony- The rest

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